A sEcOnD tRy

I seriously cooled off during the holidays. Eventually it paid off because we began becoming us again. I think that the thing that really bonded us was him trying to set up his friend and my friend. (We were in two separate schools at this point.)

But let’s just say that good things don’t last. I stopped talking to him as much as I used to because he wasn’t the boy he had been. Around June I cracked though. I couldn’t stand keeping it to myself. I told him that I liked him. I told him that I didn’t feel that way anymore but I just needed him to know.

Needless to say it didn’t go the way I planned. I had hoped that by disclosing all my secrets we’d go back to being friends. Yeah, I know. Live in fairyland much? So we stopped being friends. Everything just crumbled. We didn’t have a fight or anything. We just stopped trying. We stopped caring. We stopped wanting to be friends in any kind of way. In fact I think we became enemies. You think I’m paranoid?

Coming up next: Boy ruins Girl’s new chance at happiness.

Well not next. There’s a lot of stuff that happens in between including yet another turbulent crush and many more feuds.